I love real men, masculine men. I grew up in a rural area, filled with hard working, blue collar guys. These men are the men that made realize I was gay. As a teen, my first same sex fantasies were about the construction workers that I saw going to work each morning, as I was off to school. I remember one of those guys named Mike, he used to get me so hard. He used to work with just shorts on, in the summer heat, tanned and blonde. I loved watching the sweat dripping of of him while he worked. He would always smile at me when I walked by. I would smile back! I found out, years later, that he was gay. I wish I had known at the time! – SHANE
