The HaPenis Project

Yes, I agree relax. You have plenty of time to figure out where you are going there is no rush. I am gay and i am almost 80. Christianity is dead wrong and is simply pushing a white male cultural value system that keeps white straight men on top literally and metaphorically. Jesus never said a single thing that could remotely imply all of the baggage that Christian churches have saddled any aspect of sexuality with. If you carefully read the Gospels I think you can make the case that Jesus was gay. He never married and the so called Last Supper story in the Gospel of John where Jesus takes off his clothes, he is naked, and he goes down to wash his disciples feet could possibly be metaphor for him showing love for his friends by giving them oral sex. Christian belief claims that Jesus was fully human and fully divine, you can not be fully human without sex albeit it gay straight, solo, so if nothing else Jesus masturbated and he had to fantasize about something. That may seem crazy to you but be gentle with yourself and explore your feelings and get to know your body especially in regard to sexual pleasure and discern what actually arouses you and take pleasure in it. I have come to believe that my sexual partners are gifts from God. Anyway just take it easy. –Carl Boege