We met years ago. For a long time we were just friends: we talked, both of us were just interested in each other’s lives. We knew that eventually, sex could be part of our friendship, but nothing was forced upon. Four a couple of years we lost contact and since about a year we started to see again. Sex started to be an intense part of our meetings. Slowly, I felt a liberation from my fears. He is a well endowed man and in my mindset, penetration was something I didn’t want to do. Too painful, but the real reason was that I felt completely vulnerable if penetrated. What “if” this was another touch and go experience? I didn’t want to trust just for nothing. We are both versatile and with an extreme care, he started to make me abandon my fears. Slowly, carefully, thinking in my pleasure and not only his. I surrendered completely. But not only. He made me trust back in my own ability to hold and erection to penetrate him. It was my fear not to be able to, for a number of physical and psychological reasons (they usually come in pairs). With him, I have experienced such a joy, such a profound liberation, such a complete feeling of masculinity I can hardly believe it existed. I have cried my guts with him. We have both grown as men, we both love each other. And we don’t demand anything but respect and sincerity. Just that. He accepts me with all I am and all I have. We are dearest friends, partners. We are not and don’t want to be a couple. I have built my life as a married man. It is my choice and I don’t owe any explanation to anybody. At the same time, I do deserve to be happy with all I am and with all my feelings. I am the happiest man on Earth. Andreas
An important rite of passage was the first time that a man barebacked and ejaculated inside me. The memorable act was performed by a close friend, with whom I’d been having a long-term casual sexual relationship. While my friend had penetrated me previously, he had always worn a condom. After this notable fucking, I vividly remember driving home, while feeling his semen still dribbling out my arse. I felt like a true man and fully alive! A few years later, my friend died tragically young as a result of an accident, but I will always feel great affection and gratitude to him for giving me this special first experience.
Dear Andreas,
Your words and what they describe are so beautiful! Forgive me, maybe it’s the time of year, but they make be think of this famous Bach aria:
Mache dich, mein Herze, rein,
Make yourself pure, my heart,
Ich will Jesum selbst begraben.
I want to bury Jesus myself.
Denn er soll nunmehr in mir
For from now on he shall have in me,
Für und für
forever and ever,
Seine süße Ruhe haben.
his sweet rest.
Welt, geh aus, laß Jesum ein!
World, get out, let Jesus in!
You made a place in your heart for your lover, and now you are the happiest man on Earth!
Amazing
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