I first had an idea I might also be attracted to other guys when I was in college. I shared a bedroom with a guy who was on the wrestling team. One night he wanted to practice some holds and maneuvers on me. We got down on the narrow floor space between our beds, wearing only our briefs and undershirts. After minutes with him on his knees, straddling my hips and pulling my neck and shoulders back, he groaned and stood up. I turned to see what was wrong. It was clear he had a hard-on. He said I must have been feeling it on my back, wanted to know why I hadn’t said anything. I said, “Here’s why,”and turned over to show my tented jockeys too. A little later we were measuring each other’s cock size with a ruler (his was longer, mine thicker) and later still we were trading handjobs. Finally, I surprised the hell out of him by going down on his cap just before his boner fired his nut out. It was pure instinct on my part, the absolute first time I’d had a cock in my mouth. Juggling two separate sex drives has not been easy. One day I’ll write a book, but not yet. Grateful for this site. – Fowler
