I was in my early fifties before I finally got to experience giving and receiving a good cock sucking. He was another married guy like me in a sexless marriage. One of the first times we spent time together we affirmed our desire for man to man intimacy and cock sucking. As my friend began ejaculating his semen into my mouth, I was in awe how I could feel each spurt moving through his urethra at the bottom of his shaft. His thick creamy essence soon began filling my mouth. As I started swallowing his warm semen, I felt like our spirits were mingling in joyful awesome ecstacy. This same awesome feeling was repeated again as I ejaculated in my friend as he sucked me to completion. I was so full of joy and elated how it felt so natural and wholesome. I was raised in a Christian family and worshiped and taken communion hundreds of times over my lifetime but have never really felt anything “spiritual” occur during these services. When I am with another man in phallic worship I do feel a profound spiritual exchange takes place as we bring each other joy and commune with each others semen. As others have commented how “cock sucker” is regarded by general population as a derogatory thing. I stopped using that term to cuss someone out after I found out how awesome it is to suck cock and I am a proud cock sucker. Kent
Ahh Kent ! What a simply marvellous description ! I had a similar church upbringing and had NO idea such ethereal joy could be experienced until I was 39. All is done secretly as is necessary for me to remain content and VERY happy with my life as it is at 61 .The sexually unitive experience between 2 men is the highest emotional, physical, and spiritual event possible. I suspect that is why generations have attempted to bury it. Its otherworldly nature makes it contrary to the reproductive goals of organized religion. Well…I have found perfect unitive bliss and I shall not abandon it ! – Andre Francis
Where would society be without cocksuckers? In a way, we provide a valuable role–or even one might justify our place in society as a “service”–because there are going to be wives, girlfriends, buddies who think that this is ‘beneath” them. For people who actually enjoy helping out guys who need a release…we are there. Just as the gas station attendant was there to fill your tank, clean your windshield, and offer to check your oil–there are people in society that enjoy performing that role as a service offering a “release” to men who just want to cum a load. Sure, handjobs are a form of release–but anyone who has had their cocks sucked know the difference between a handjob and a blowjob. Just to feel that you have that quintessential part of “being a man”–a guy’s penis–irrespective of the size or colour, whether he is a “grower” or a “shower”…any guy with a penis feels exalted when another person feels is is worthy to honour it enough to put it in his mouth. Then, to service it–by the backward and forward motion, sometimes accompanied by hand movements, but most likely ALWAYS accompanied by tongue movements–can anything be more intimate? To use one’s tongue to bring one to climax, to use that most sensitive organ–the tongue–united with that most sensitive of a man’s anatomy–the head of the penis–the two most delicate and nerve filled areas of the body–that is the ultimate in sensual expression. Then there is the “dominant” feeling of a guy grabbing your head, tossing your hair about as you minister to him, the gagging or the suppression of the gag reflex, and then the ultimate pay off–the shooting of the load, the climax. To feel that salty expression on your tongue, to have it squirt on your face, your chest, or whereve it lands…for the receive of the ministrations–that feeling of relief, the joy of release…and for the giver–that feeling of “yes, I have helped another human being–another guy–find some modicum of pleasure…Who doesn’t want to help another human being–another guy–one of our own, feel pleasure or joy? The feeling is a reciprocal expression of unity in the brotherhood of being a “guy” and a feeling of “I just helped out a guy who could be my buddy…” even if it is a perfect stranger…A wonderful thing…Francis
