To Love Myself

I have abandoned the gay scene too. I have been learning to love myself and realizing just how beautiful and sexy I am. I have also realized that I just fucking love older men. I recently met a 70 year old man and had the time of my life with him. We had this great chemistry and I had forgotten I could reach such mind blowing levels of arousal with a man. I drank up every bit of touching and kissing and affection he offered me like I had been wandering the desert and he was the oasis for whom I was searching. He is straight and married and lives across the country and was in my area on vacation. He just wanted to hook up with a man. I’m so happy I was lucky enough to be that man because I had the most beautiful experience with him. He is back home now but he messages me sometimes to tell me how much he enjoyed me and wishes we could do it again. I keep talking about him because he touched my heart but my point is I have had a few encounters with older straight men that just need a man like me to be comfortable with physically and I find them to be the most satisfying sexual experiences I have ever had in my life. I’m not looking for a boyfriend or a husband so these men are perfect for me and I enjoy them so much. – David