I have a question, well more of a thought. As I grow older I find that I don’t want to have full on sex with men, but I […]
Ritualized Worship
I am a 54 year old male artist and builder. I have been looking for someone to help me realize my interests in what I call ritual cock worship for […]
The HaPenis Buoy
I am a man who considers myself to be essentially 100% str8 but I have slept with lots of men and have recently been seeing a man in […]
Obsession with Beauty
Dear Mr Cox, I’m writing with a question – but first let me just say that you have what I think is a very enlightened and enlightening website. […]
L’oiseau
In the text of Amar Rama, I find myself completely. I got married to do like everyone else and it was a time when we did not talk […]
Public Heterosexual
Although I identify publicly as heterosexual, I am aroused by the male body clothed or naked in all acts of sexual unity. This includes acts between men. I […]
Musky Lust?
“Bring me a cup of wine that is dark red and smells of musk. Don’t bring me that expensive stuff that tastes like money and smells like lust.” […]
Begging 4 Release
For more years than I care to remember, I’ve always enjoyed having my body and/or genitals touched and massaged, especially by someone else. Their gender wasn’t an issue […]
Guardian Angels
I so enjoy reading the comments and personal histories of the many men who generously offer them as a universal affirmation of our brotherhood. In this same vein, […]
I Am What I Am
I grew up in a time where I was a closet homosexual. That was what I called myself. I had a girlfriend, and I did the whole double life […]
Joy Of Oz
I am a happily married man of 55 years. My wife and I have three grown children. We no longer engage in intercourse or any kind of sex. […]
Cowboy Parking
Surround yourself with those who lust in you, those who light you up and inspire you. Life is too short to be anything but HaPenis. More KnoBledgeJoy Of […]
What Am Eye?
I have no fucking idea. My soul is from elsewhere, I’m sure of that, and I intend to end up there. Who looks out with my eyes? What […]
What I Have Missed
I am a 69 year old male who loves his wife. However, like others, we no longer have sex. She has some health issues that discourage her and […]
The HaPenis Prize
“Having a penis can be like having an illusory prize dangled in front of you. It symbolizes a historical birthright to power, respect and pride.” Grayson Perry, The […]