Gay Dad

As a gay man in a heterosexual marriage, David Ledain searched in vain for a book to help him understand and […]

Under Pressure

Perhaps encouraged by the growing gay culture, I detect an increasing pressure for homosexual and bisexual men to “come out”. But […]

A Sexual Healer?

Imagine meeting someone who possesses an extraordinary passion for mathematics. They immerse themselves in mathematical concepts, eagerly exploring and unraveling equations. […]

My Soul Revealed

My Soul turned its face to that HaPenis place, The land of peace Where questionings cease. The mystery, That till now […]

André Of Holland

My first time on this site and I feel home already… I’m 53 years old, married to the most loving and […]

Sexual & Spiritual

“As men, we are invited to embrace our HaPenis as both an expression of our sexual and spiritual selves. It’s important […]

Religious Wanker

Sufi view – a safety valve for the sexual energy Sufi scholar G Bennett states that “for all those who are […]

A Daily Practice

Submit to a daily practice. Your loyalty to that is a ring at the door. Keep knocking, and the joy inside […]

What Others Think

Your struggle will continue until you better understand that how you feel is more important than what others think of you, […]

Public Heterosexual

Although I identify publicly as heterosexual, I am aroused by the male body clothed or naked in all acts of sexual […]

The Love-Window

“At night, I open the window and ask the moon to come and press its face against mine. Breathe into me. […]

Ritualized Worship

I am a 54 year old male artist and builder. I have been looking for someone to help me realize my […]

Showed Himself

I saw my first daddy dicks at my father’s club pool, as I was just entering into puberty. I was fascinated […]

Certified Heterosexual?

I was 23 when I got married. This was before the internet, before being gay was acceptable. By the age of 23 I […]