I Am What I Am

I grew up in a time where I was a closet homosexual. That was what I called myself. I had a girlfriend, […]

Sacred Intimacy

Much has been written on the topic of being married (to a woman) and having a “relationship” with a man at […]

The HaPenis Widowers

One of my masturbation buddies regularly masturbated with another guy for decades, and then they both became widowers within a year […]

About The HaPenis Project

The HaPenis Project, formerly the Brotherhood of Pleasure, is an innovative and inclusive space designed to explore the intersection of male […]

Cowboy Parking

Surround yourself with those who lust in you, those who light you up and inspire you.  Life is too short to […]

A Divine Expression

I am attracted to the hypothesis that consciousness pervades everything, with each of us being a unique expression of that one […]

Musky Lust?

“Bring me a cup of wine that is dark red and smells of musk. Don’t bring me that expensive stuff that […]

Straight Married Horny?

My favorite flavor of men is straight, married and horny. Best sex ever hands down. A look, a glance, admiration, longing […]

The Archangels

Archangels play significant roles in various religious and spiritual traditions, acting as messengers, protectors, healers, and guides. They are seen as […]

Gay Dad

As a gay man in a heterosexual marriage, David Ledain searched in vain for a book to help him understand and […]

Under Pressure

Perhaps encouraged by the growing gay culture, I detect an increasing pressure for homosexual and bisexual men to “come out”. But […]

A Sexual Healer?

Imagine meeting someone who possesses an extraordinary passion for mathematics. They immerse themselves in mathematical concepts, eagerly exploring and unraveling equations. […]

My Soul Revealed

My Soul turned its face to that HaPenis place, The land of peace Where questionings cease. The mystery, That till now […]

André Of Holland

My first time on this site and I feel home already… I’m 53 years old, married to the most loving and […]