I loved reading this as I relate so much to it. I think I was born loving men. I look at them all the time and wonder what it would be like to have a relationship with them. I have had intimacy with men, all of my married life. It has been a wonderful journey. There is something about the intimacy, the feeling of a man being in bed with them Sharing our bodies with each other and I love it. I am now 83 and I don’t see one anymore, it’s not to say I wouldn’t, but I do have the desire to be intimate with another man I have ended up in my life being a bottom, and I enjoy that very much and I miss it. I do love my wife we’ve been married 55 years and I would not give it up for anything , but there is something in another world that I enjoy. men just know how to be intimate. Rich