We should all listen to the heart when it beats faster, usually that heart knows what it”s doing, beholden, when my eyes met his there have been many, but not like this and faster and faster, i actually touched my lip, and slightly trembled so alive, for me it was always him, i felt him, sound familiar and the beauty of him was mine. i love being gay, he’s so delicious all of him, that face, bod, mind, the way he laughs, his intellect, i love to run my hands through his hair, bring him closer to me, i’m in heaven, and the way he kisses, making out with him, it’s electrifying, right to my heart, he makes me sizzle, ok, there i said it, happiness is the greatest gift, so to all you hot sexy guys, find your happiness,and be thrilled that in the world we live in,,for him life doesn’t get any better than this, he has so many options, whether it’s him or her or both, explore life. ANON
“You have no idea how hard I’ve looked for a gift to bring You. Nothing seemed right. What’s the point of bringing gold to the gold mine, or water to the ocean. Everything I came up with was like taking spices to the Orient. It’s no good giving my heart and my soul because you already have these. So I’ve brought you a mirror. Look at yourself and remember me.” Rumi
There were only two events in my life where I had experienced these spiritual orgasms. The experience was so immense it is hard to describe into words. Most importantly is recognising that it takes a lot of time to get there and worse of all it is not easy to remain in that state for a long time. Everyday living, the distractions cause you to come off that plateau. I think it is best to describe how I got there and maybe words will come to describe it. It started off with a shower and making sure the insides are thoroughly clean. Lie naked on the bed with several pillows under your lower back raising your bottom slightly in the air. Legs are bent and spread apart like a woman in a birthing position with under the knees supported with more pillows. In this position one should feel comfortable and relaxed with no muscles feeling the strain to support your legs. Begin breathing exercises through the nose all the time concentrating on letting everything go, clearing your mind. Carry on deep breathing while at the same time working on your chakras opening them up. Start with the head, moving down to the throat, down into your chest. At this point your breathing should be shallow and deep and slow and you would be feeling very relaxed.
The hard part is moving the chakras further below to the navel and eventually the groin area. Continual deep breathing is essential to eventually break open the groin chakra. One trick discovered was when breathing in, press gently your pelvic bone in a brush down motion to facilitate the opening of the chakra. While doing this continue to free your mind of thoughts and clutter and focus your eyes slightly to be receptive of a vast expanse of whiteness in the air like an aura. This works better outdoors if you have that opportunity. This is important as seeing this whiteness is the extra energy source which will flow into you and rapidly open up the groin chakra. Another trick discovered is at this point gently play with your anus until it fully opens as you breathe in.
If you have a vibrating butt plug, this will be the time to insert it while your groin chakra is opening. At this point while you are breathing in, you should experience a tingling sensation starting from the pelvic area and slowly spreading down your cock, and into your balls at the same time and finally a tingling from your perineum. Continue this for another twenty or more times until you reach a point that every time you breathe you really feel energy flow from the top of your body rushing down like a funnel into your groin area and flow out again through the perineum and down to your legs and feet. While all this is happening, allow your mind to expand into this vast whiteness you have focused your eyes on and suck in this energy. This will increase the funneling sensations into your groin increasing the sensitivity before flowing out down your legs and feet.
The heightened sensitivity by breathing in continually causing this rush of intense energy being funneled into the groin eventually leads to an internal orgasm ( all the time the vibrating butt plug is still going on). The internal ( spiritual) orgasm thanks to the vast whiteness of pure energy rushing through your chakras to a funnel sensation in the groin and out again is like a massive explosion sending waves of energy through every part of your body through your muscles and nerves heightening your sensations. On both occasions this lasted for five to ten minutes as wave after wave continue to ripple through the body. The end feeling was one of wholeness, completeness, a sense of peace and calm and elation. After all this, the feeling remained for a whole day and the next day and then coming down to earth began to result. Also the first time this happened it took me four hours. The second time was two and half hours. Made me realise that you need to give it time to make it work but it sure was worth it. Trouble is who has two to four hours these days to spare to devote to this. No wonder many people forget themselves and their true inner self. One final note, I strongly suspect the pantra will do a much better job than the vibrating butt plug as the massaging of the prostate and perineum simultaneously will maintain the funnel flow feeling. I have not found four hours yet to try this out but cannot wait to do it when I have the time. Mr D
‘Bravo’ (nickname; real name unknown) as the Older Prisoner was a Tunisian from nefta who was a barber with a big family to support Lucien Sénémaud (real name) as the Younger Prisoner. He was introduced to Jean Genet by Jean Cocteau with whom he had served in the French army. Genet fell passionately in love with 18-year-old Lucien Sénémaud, about whom he wrote, “His beauty harpooned me.” The two men formed a passionate, and volatile, couple; He was a married man whose wife supported him in appearing in the film. Java André Reybaz plays the Guard. Reybaz had a long career spanning forty years, which mostly consisted of numerous French television appearances. Coco Le Martiniquais … Second dancing prisoner (uncredited) Set Genet had an extensive prison set built amidst the ground floor restaurant of Nico’s Rose Rouge (the famous nightclub was in the basement). Exteriors were shot, on the sly, at both the Fresnes and La Santé prisons, where Genet had served most of the cumulative four years of his adult incarceration. The forest sequence was shot near Fontainebleu at Milly-la-Forêt, on Cocteau’s property. There is some controversy over the extent of Cocteau’s presence: Edmund White believes it was minimal, while Jonas Mekas says that Nico told him it was extensive. No one, however, doubts that the film is unquestionably Genet’s own creation. Genet’s rough cut ran 45 minutes, but he gradually trimmed it into its taut final running time of 25 minutes. (Source) Banned When in 1966 distributor Sol Landau attempted to exhibit the film in Berkeley, California, he was informed by a member of the local police special investigations department that were he to continue screening it the film “would be confiscated and the person responsible arrested.” Landau responded by instituting the case of Landau v. Fording (1966) in which he sought to show Genet’s work without police harassment. The Alameda County Superior Court watched the film twice and declared that it “explicitly and vividly revealed acts of masturbation, oral copulation, the infamous crime against nature [a euphemism for sodomy], voyeurism, nudity, sadism, masochism and sex…” The court rejected Landau’s suit, further condemning the film as “cheap pornography calculated to promote homosexuality, perversion and morbid sex practices.” He was similarly rebuffed in the District Court of Appeal of California, which accepted that Genet was a major writer but cited this as a lesser work of an early period and declared that in the end it was “nothing more than hard-core pornography and should be banned.” When the case reached the U.S. Supreme Court, the decision was confirmed once more, in a 5-4 per curiam decision in which the justices simply stated that Un Chant d’amour was obscene and offered no further explanation. —Jonathon Green and Nicholas J Karolides, The Encyclopedia of Censorship.