If you cannot accept every tiny bit of your sexuality, you will never discover your true spirituality. Your sexuality leads to discovering your Spirituality. As men we must present ourselves in both our sexual and our spiritual selves. At the same time we must remain conscious that our spirituality expands and will one day make contact with the entire universe. While our sexual self is limited, our spiritual capacity is utterly vast. Sexually we reach only a few people, while our feelings and especially our thoughts (spirituality) are capable of reaching all. Connecting our spiritual and sexual thoughts is far more powerful and embraces infinitely more, it is also more subtle and has greater possibilities, allowing us to do dream any dream that we want. One day, however, after numerous incarnations and immense spiritual work, our spiritual will activate our sexual instantaneously. As g(o)d’s men we have to learn how to connect our sexual pleasures to our spirituality. We need to be taught this skill; we need guides to show us how. If we don’t our spirituality gets made up for us by other people, and our sexual pleasures are far too fucking sacred for us to allow that do happen. I’m older than you, this is wisdom speaking.