The HaPenis Project

Bought my first sex toy many years ago. I started with one narrow cock-shaped anal dildo, with strong vibrations. I also added a huge 10” dildo, also vibrating. The small one felt amazing, and I would use it for hours. The huge one was great too, but had another purpose. I used it mainly train myself in the art of cocksucking. I had never has sex with a man at that point, but I knew I wanted to. So I trained by keeping my teeth off of it, teaching my lips, tongue and mouth its intricate shapes etc. I would also use it to train away my gag reflex by deepthroating it. I would push it down my throat slowly, further and further down. After a few weeks I was finally able to reach the balls. Having practiced on such a huge dildo made my first encounter very easy. The dildo rubber was very tough compared to real flesh. The sensation was nothing the dildo, but I now had all the knowledge I needed to give the guy the best blowjob he ever had – or so he said. Over the years there has been some more toys. A double headed dong for two bottoms to enjoy, a few cock rings, etc. I also bought a Clone-A-Willy kit to make a dildo of my own cock. I’m not flexible enough to suck myself, and I’ve always wondered how my cock feels. Now I know. – Ben