I’m mid 50’s now, and for 30 years I’ve lived with the same situation. Real lust for cock – suck it, deep throat it, take it in the bum. I want all of that and yet I’m happily married. I used to think it was just when I had a drink or a joint until I met a guy on the internet who is the same as both of us. And I’m lusting for his cock even though I’m stone cold sober. I once went with a guy – 25 years ago – and chickened out just like you have done. Now I’ve met this guy the memories are coming flooding back – repressed memories – I’ve been thinking I get the urge just occasionally, but the memories that have returned are telling me that I’ve always had men on my mind. I don’t know how we’re going to meet but I am intent on meeting him – I have to do this once or I will end up going to my grave regretting that I don’t know what it’s like to have a man inside me. Bite the bullet, find someone in a similar situation, and be gentle with each other. My guy says he’ll be slow tender and gentle – he’s better. He’s 9 inches! And boy, am I looking forward to that. – Martyn
Martin, you have made my evening. I have struggled with this for so many years. You feel that it’s only you and no one cares. I love my wife and my kids but I so long for and lust for all the beautiful cocks that can be seen on the Internet. I feel that if I could only experience it one time, I would have the awesome memory to live on. Love ya Bro! – Jon
As humans we can solve almost anything, if we put our minds to it, but men’s freedom to express themselves sexually appears insurmountable! Why is this? Like others who have commented here I am in a relationship with a woman, but also watch gay porn and long to be part of the action. I have met like minded men on the internet, enjoying our bodies via a computer or phone screen, but can never take the ultimate plunge to meet! What is wrong with us? It’s only touch at the end of the day! To fellow curious men in the UK I say that my mouth, cock and bum have been ready for too long now! Someone needs to find some practical and safe way to enjoy them! Come on men!
I feel exactly the same. 53 y. Never suck cock. Married. Children. Very in love with my beautiful wife. But I long for cock. Just one time. But I dont know who to approach. It feels if it is only me having this urge. Im from SA. Men here are very conservative and I think, pinching the cat in the dark. I wish I lived in the UK. It would have been great. I would have suck cock every day, 5 times a day. Im missing out.
Dear Cee,
I had that very same feeling most of my life! Married love my wife but had this unsatisfied urge to suck another dick! I thought “ I owe it to myself to suck just one to see what it is like. I never did it until I was in my 49’s. Then my wife had slowed down on sex, I was Horney a lot and decided to go to an adult store to for the erotic excitement! There I discovered something I never knew about… glory holes! At first I resisted but then one day I decided to let a guy suck my dick thru a glory hole! Totally an anonymous sex! I did it twice before I decided I was going to suck a dick just one time to see what it was like! I had a drink or two then I went to the adult store. I sat in a booth staring at the glory hole and waited. Before long I heard a guy come in the booth next to me! I watched thru the hole as he pulled out his penis. He was an older guy and his penis was not very hard but he stuck it thru the hole for me. I was so nervous as I put my mouth on his penis and learned how a dick feels in your mouth. I kept thinking” I can’t believe I am finely sucking a dick”! I became so turned on I shot off hands free. As soon as I did my cock suckers remorse kicked in and I left saying I would never do it again! But three short week later I made the excuse that that soft older dick really wasn’t a good experience as I had hoped and I should do it just one more time with a younger harder dick. I went back to that same glory hole and sure enough this time a young guy stuck a hard dick through and I sucked it! Again I got so turned on I shot off hands free! Well then my excuse was I really need to experience sucking a hard dick to completion and feel cum in my mouth again! I went back again! That was almost 30 years ago and I’m still sucking cock! Once you have that first dick in your mouth it is easier to suck the next one! Now I’m an older guy who still love sucking cock. Still tell myself “ just one more dick” but that last time to suck a cock has been very illusive to me.
Credit. Are you in USA? Your post sounds exactly like me a few years ago so I understand your feelings. No, you are not the only one! I too am happily married to a beautiful woman I love, but I too have this lust for sex with another guy. I had only done it once with my best friend in my early years. I always wanted to do it again but I didn’t. But the older I got the more I thought about it, started looking at gay porn, then started going to adult store and there, I discovered glory holes! It never left my mind that here was an opportunity for me to suck a dick secretly! I fought it a while but one night when I was 41 I went to that glory hole and sucked my first man’s dick! I too rationalized that I would only do it once, but after I sucked that first dick I decided to do it just one more time! That never stopped and now years later I still suck dicks. One piece of advice is unless you want to be a cock suck, don’t ever suck that first dick! Once a man sucks a dick it makes it easier for him to suck another dick.If you would like to talk send me a note! I can help you know what you will be getting into with these desires. Many men are like us and it is surprising how many end up fulfilling their fantasy’s, most never tell anyone but when you can talk to someone, it helps!