I have become interested after having the most intense homoerotic dream that left me so hard I could not believe I was capable of it. I now cannot get the dream out of my head and it has led me to explore the idea more. I am a total novice but I find my attraction is growing. Sometimes when the family is out I undress and wander the house naked, trying to get used to my male nakedness, other than in the bedroom. Our back patio is enclosed so I have also wandered out there naked as well. I have masturbated thinking about men and find I am doing it more often. I like it, to be frank and that is quite an admission for me. Having come from a very conservative background, and at the age I am 63, the little that I have done is way out there for me. I have not got to the point where I could post a pic here but the idea of displaying my manhood in this way is growing on me…..maybe one day I will have the courage! Am I gay or bi? I don’t know yet but I do like what I have done so far. I may not be straight 8 anymore. Ian
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Dreams are so powerful – either dreaming of the penis of another man with the hope of one day touching or sucking it, or just intense erotic dreaming.
I have long had a mancrush on a workmate who is straight, for more than 10yrs! He left the company and then came back. Being more mature and confident about mansex I have continued to gently test his straightness, with consistent assertions that he prefers pussy. I have to be accepting of that.
But my mind clearly wasn’t happy with that and I found myself fucking his arse and intensely kissing his lips while playing with his amazing, hairy pecs. I was in a highly erotic state, lost but marvelling at being in that situation and how responsive he was, in clearly the same state. Perfect sexual synergy.
I woke up thrusting the bed, but I had not cum. I clung to that fading mental energy and of course blissfully masturbated to cumplete resolution, actually feeling like it had happened but knowing it hadn’t. But I had waited so long to get that far, thanks to dreaming.
Hi Seb, I have commented twice now on this theme of Homo eroticism, how can I write to you with a longer reflection on this jourmey?
Great to Hear from you Ian, just post it here, and I will create a new post from that
I was the most nervous and cautious man you would ever want to meet, as I am married. As I have said here, it all began with a homoerotic dream where I visited a neighbour (fictional) after his divorce and we began drinking malt whisky together and it led to me undressing for him. I am avery conservative man and not prone to having erotic dreams which was why I disturbed but aroused by having this one.
The dream stuck in my brain and I kept coming back to it in my idle moments in the day, It led me to looking at gay porn online and eventually to chatrooms. I felt like it was “safe” if it was just online. Some of those chats were hugely erotic and it led to masturbating whilst I chatted, even video chatted but discreetly.
I finally met a man in a chatrrom who I felt confident was genuine and gentle but knew what he was doing. We chatted over a long period of time before on one chat, he asked if we could meet. He said that it could just be coffee but somehow I knew that if I agreed to meet it would end up being more than just a chat over coffee!
If you are asking yourself, why it took so long you need to realize that many married men they are crossing a rubicon. They going beyond their “comfort zone”. They want to be as sure as they can be before venturing forth!
We met at his house and I came through his front door trembling like a leaf and I asked him to hug me! He did! And he did make me a coffee, though it went cold before I drank it. We had a wonderful 2-3hrs together and I made many discoveries about myself! There was enjoying our nakedness. There was kissing and sucking and dildos involved.
So. a homoerotic dream was where it all began but it wasn’t where it ended.
Thank You Ian
I think putting a label of gay/bi/ straight is what we have been conditioned to do by society, I’m gay by loving men and my love for manly interaction but In my eyes ” IM JUST ME” I am who I am and have zero concern for what others think or say about my person or chosen life-style
You are beautiful and sexy is what you are as a photographic image. Wow!
Castro very handsome
We all find our way to our true selves, even in our later years. What a loss of time and experience to keep waiting!
Forgot to attach the pic!!!
Things have changed for me since I first posted about my curiosity and I have now met with my first man. He was kind and generous, and I found my self going much further than I would have imagined, My cock which you see here has been sucked and I sucked his member and a modest dildo did its work on my ass.He got me over many of my inhibitions. It was the most erotic experience I have ever had
Would love to see what you work with Ian. I think you’re bi-curious, not sure how to approach spending a night with a man having a family and all, I guess it’d depend on how you think your wife would react to the whole idea. But not regretting missing out on something before you pass on is definitely an important thing in life, and homoerotic experiences with men can be quite enjoyable and lovely. Don’t be indecisive.
I love eroticism of all ages but lately I’ve been admiring eroticism of older men.
I have always admired the eroticism of the older male, there’s so much matured beauty in it, younger male eroticism has never stimulated me, only older men. Maybe because it defies societies preconceived expectations and that’s what makes it exciting and even intoxicating to me. Also older men know how to be charmingly erotic more often than not. Charming older men get me dripping, I love it.
I first had an idea I might also be attracted to other guys when I was in college. I shared a bedroom with a guy who was on the wrestling team. One night he wanted to practice some holds and maneuvers on me. We got down on the narrow floor space between our beds, wearing only our briefs and undershirts. After minutes with him on his knees, straddling my hips and pulling my neck and shoulders back, he groaned and stood up. I turned to see what was wrong. It was clear he had a hard-on. He said I must have been feeling it on my back, wanted to know why I hadn’t said anything. I said, “Here’s why,”and turned over to show my tented jockeys too. A little later we were measuring each other’s cock size with a ruler (his was longer, mine thicker) and later still we were trading handjobs. Finally, I surprised the hell out of him by going down on his cap just before his boner fired his nut out. It was pure instinct on my part, the absolute first time I’d had a cock in my mouth.
Juggling two separate sex drives has not been easy. One day I’ll write a book, but not yet. Grateful for this site
Please write that book, I would love to read it as a bisexual younger male who’s struggled with understanding women but not being turned off by them, I love cock but would one day like to settle down with a woman in the end, and knowing how to juggle those drives would be very helpful. If you do write the book. Please post the title in a comment or something somewhere on this site. Bless.
that’s Hott!!
That cock of yours is hot. It’s like you’re serving it to us and it commands to be played with. Suck on it and worship it, and magic will happen.