I have developed my appreciation of men and their cocks. As a young, skinny kid, I first admired men and their bodies. I never really noticed their cocks. I have a larger penis and I think that my first recollection of that is around my teenage years when a friend was teasing me about something and I responded; that’s ok because my dick is bigger than yours. lol In my 20’s I started working out and have never stopped. In my 30’s I came out to myself even though everyone else knew. I’ve always been attracted to men by their bodies and face, and wasn’t too focused on their penis. Now that I am older I am more attracted to their cock. The more aesthetically pleasing the cock the less attractive I need the man to be. Combining alpha male looks and a hard throbbing cock, makes me want to orally service the man. I don’t want to top or bottom, I just want to suck a hot cock. I love men and their cocks. I love being gay! – BCHNCA
