The Fascinus… fascinates me.
Just like that guy in the image, I get great pleasure from looking at my hard cock. Just like a phallus symbol in a shrine, I can worship my own member. Holding it, gazing at it, contemplating its form. Like an antenna it receives signals of love from the divine realm, and my nervous system interprets them as waves of pleasure. Every single thought that goes through my mind is one of awe, pride and beauty. Nothing about the form of man’s cock is by accident. Every contour has its purpose. I gaze at it with a sense of being chosen, and with that comes waves of immense… gratitude. Towards every manly, rustic god that’s been worshipped by mankind. Freyr, Pan, Priapus, Eloji, kokopelli, Min… and many more. Ben
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Bill and Kent’s comments above totally resonate with me. I’ve always loved my cock, like I’m sure most men. But my attraction to other cocks also goes back to me childhood. When I was maybe 13 I exposed myself to a neighbor boy in hopes that I’d be able to play with his cock. It did not work. As a teen I learned at a gloryhole that adult men often want to suck cock and swallow your cum, which grew my interest in homosexuality. Around that time I got a gay magazine (Blueboy) which began a lifetime of masturbating to images and video of cock, and men having sex with men. I tried sucking a cock once when I was about 20 and it was OK but I decided then I wasn’t gay and went happily along with my hetero life, and remain happily married. But in the last 5 or so years, maybe due to her loss of sexual desire and certainly spurred by widely available masculine homosexual content and site like this, I’ve been able to connect with my homosexuality in a much deeper way. I’ve learned that there are many men like me who are both happily married and who consider male homosexuality to be a beautiful way for men to connect as brothers.
I too have had the same feelings towards the sight of an erect penis most of my life. I am now 64 years old and those feelings have not waned one bit. It started already at age five when I became consciously aware of my own erect cock. It is one my most vivid memories from that stage of life. I was experiencing “morning wood” daily. I would awake in the morning with it hard and subtly throbbing. I would push my pajamas down and gaze at in wonder with the rays of morning sun streaming in my window. Like a little rocket pointing straight up on a launch pad.
I was totally fascinated by it and I felt all the same feelings Ben and Bill described, even at that young age. “ Holding it, gazing at it, contemplating its form”, with “ awe, pride and beauty“ and “enthralled by the mystery and beauty of my erect cock”.
Eight years later my devotion and worship of cock increased ten fold after discovering the joy of orgasm and ejaculation. A year later when I got to see other naked guys in the football locker room, flaccid and in various stages of tumescence for the first time. I gazed in awe and wonder with sideways glances trying not be caught staring at the beautiful cocks on display.
It took me many years after that to finally shed my homophobia and accept that I am a totally devoted cock worshiper and I do it daily in my 60’s.
I love to do it this day and age meet another man suck is cock like your is beautiful cock just wish could worship it pleasure it and deep throat in your beautiful cock at your pleasure you from 🇬🇧 Am straight but since have tatested pussy just wish it was cock…. Watch pornhub men and men fucking each others cock but what makes me like cock is such pleasure to enjoy another bloke cock if u are into but I have suck cock since was in a boarding school since then it been eating pussy… Just hope it ain’t too late for me to suck cock cause I am 52 in two weeks time hope someone on here is from England x
From England and love to suck cock. This website has pushed, urged and encouraged me to do so: I did last year and I haven’t regret it once. I’ve sucked a dozen cocks since then and would love to make yours one of them
I completely understand and align with your post here. I am completely enthralled by the mystery and beauty of my erect cock with whom I can spend countless hours. Of course, this is just another illustration of why the Phallus has been an object of worship for millennia by both men and women. It’s beauty is mesmerizing as though it casts a spell on its owner and observers. Seeing a man engrossed in his own erection is like a call to the community to get boned-up and join the “celebrant” in that sacred space.
During my masturbation sessions, my erect cock becomes a stupa, a temple, a sacred monstrance, raised before the community and offered as a prayer of glorification and praise to God, all men, and the universe. This is something that overtakes me. In many ways, I am not in control of this phenomenon. I think I may have been called as a Phallic/Cock Priest.
Often, in the midst of one of my intense, deep masturgation/goon sessions, I am moved by the urge toward cock ornamentation – I have some beautiful objects such as beads, etc. Then I add music, singing, Gregorian or Tibetan Monk chants – all together creating a beautiful and powerful liturgy of cock celebration and worship. Of course, this is a sacred space I enter – separate from the “day-to’day” concerns of everyday life. It’s my “worship service”, “church”, and spiritual practice.
Absolutely.