I’m mid 50’s now, and for 30 years I’ve lived with the same situation. Real lust for cock – suck it, deep throat it, take it in the bum. I want all of that and yet I’m happily married. I used to think it was just when I had a drink or a joint until I met a guy on the internet who is the same as both of us.
And I’m lusting for his cock even though I’m stone cold sober. I once went with a guy – 25 years ago – and chickened out just like you have done. Now I’ve met this guy the memories are coming flooding back – repressed memories – I’ve been thinking I get the urge just occasionally, but the memories that have returned are telling me that I’ve always had men on my mind. I don’t know how we’re going to meet but I am intent on meeting him – I have to do this once or I will end up going to my grave regretting that I don’t know what it’s like to have a man inside me. Bite the bullet, find someone in a similar situation, and be gentle with each other. My guy says he’ll be slow tender and gentle – he’s better. He’s 9 inches! And boy, am I looking forward to that. Martyn
Martin, you have made my evening. I have struggled with this for so many years. You feel that it’s only you and no one cares. I love my wife and my kids but I so long for and lust for all the beautiful cocks that can be seen on the Internet. I feel that if I could only experience it one time, I would have the awesome memory to live on. Love ya Bro!Jon
I feel exacly the same. 53 y. Never suck cock. Married. Children. Very in love with my beautiful wife. But I long for cock. Just one time. But I dont know who to approuch. It feels if it is only me having this urge. Im from SA. Men here are very consevative and I think, pinching the cat in the dark. I wish I lived in the UK. It would have been great. I would have suck cock every day, 5 times a day. Im missing out. Cee