As a catholic priest for years, integrating my spirituality and my sexuality has definitely been a process. Just turning down the volume on the shame voices from growing up in that Bible Belt, has taken me years. Now, the volume is almost off, Yea! One of the key orthodox Catholic beliefs we have is that God is omnipresent. In other words, there is no place where God is not! If that is true, where is God when humans have sex? Up in the corner of the room, as far away as possible, looking the other way? Of course not. God is in the heave, in the licking, sucking and pleasuring ourselves and others. It’s not that God is not there. It’s that for the last 1500 years or so, we Christians have been so split off from our bodies, we haven’t wanted God to be there. Thanks to the Platonic education Saul/Paul received, (the spirit is good, holy, while the body is bad, corrupted, etc,) we have lots of references in his epistles that make it clear he was uncomfortable saying anything good about the human body, much less sex! Personally I enjoy pleasuring other men. Over the years, I became comfortable knowing God is as fully present with me in sex as when I’m preaching or serving Communion. What I have found most fulfilling in the last five years however, has been experiencing cock worship as another way I can love and serve our Lord. I do this by serving each man as if I am in that moment serving Jesus. I visualize the same thing when masturbating. When I’m blessed enough to be kneeling between another man’s legs with his musty manhood at eye level, I whisper to myself, “This is the cock of Christ.” This willingness to suck the “staff of Life” in every man has become a beautiful way to worship Christ as Son of the Living God, in all his masculine glory. If a man happens to be circumcised like Jesus, it’s even easier “see” myself worshiping Christ. So whether I’m pleasuring myself alone or pleasuring other men, I am enabled to worship our Lord Jesus Christ- mind, body and spirit. For this journey of integration I am grateful. – Source : Enhanced Masculinity
Thanks for the insight. I hope we all continue to come into the light so it can be clearly seen that we are making an attempt to obey Christ’s command as we try to make sense of how to proceed. Knowing that the gates of Hell have not and never will destroy His love that is in all of us. “This is my command, Love one another”. Absurd isn’t it? That we are taught to disobey Christ at every turn. On every street. In every cathedral. In every back room. Except in all places a blog created by an erotic masseur who loves to love men. Deeply. From the heart. LOL. Jesus is God and God is Love. Yet we have been taught that loving another man is the most evil thing we could possibly do. Not only are we forbidden to love another man. More importantly we are forbidden to love ourselves never mind accept another man’s love. The net result is we have been taught to hate ourselves and other men. Repeatedly. Any wonder that our children at such an early age don’t love themselves. Jesus destroyed the myth of the material world that Paul and those who followed him continue to attempt to resurrect. Paul’s unwitting opposition and resistence to Christ’s command was as a result of the same teaching Jesus destroyed. Obviously Paul would struggle and never openly admit that he loved touching himself, touching and being touched by another man. Perhaps had Paul followed Christ’s suggestion and made castration a prerequisite to become a clergyman things would be different. That way none of us would think for a minute that a caretaker of a material kingdom has any expertise on how to love my or another man’s penis with appropriate affection. – Love, Alan
I personally believe the writings of Paul, and also the stories of Jesus were altered by the church fathers, so they could put themselves in a position of power. Christ consciousness is within and the way is within. It is not in some character from a distant past. I believe the teachings of Jesus were pivotal. He taught unconditional love. This was a sea change in its time, and it is still a sea change to day. – Tobey Llop
This is abominable to speak of God this way God is holy many of views of this podcast are getting disgusting I’ve tried to unsubscribe unsuccessfully these statements about Jesus go and went to far. He came as a savior to save people like you and me from the weaknesses we have from sin nature we all have first of all religion don’t save anyone or being moral but truth the truth is Jesus alone His sacrifice his shed blood will make you a true believer not priests or religious works try reading the bible 1John to start them Romans ect. Repentance is the only requirement after trusting in Jesus alone look up Charles Spurgeon on Utube a pastor to help he was a man of God in the 1800s but hes sermons are for all time and times are running out the war in Israel is proff the end is coming and when we sin go to God for confession not a man her a sinner too I was raised Catholic my whole family was I was a searcher I found the TRUTH thanks to God alone please know this is written in love for all you who read it. David🙏
I have never thought of Jesus when I am kneeling in front of a hard cock ..my tongue teasing the meatus to open slightly. I have thought how fortunate I am to have been born male. I love holding another man’s balls as I take his cock down my throat. I was taught as a teenager by a mentor to exercise my throat muscles in aiding the pleasure of the men I was sucking off. Today, that skill pays off in referrals from straight and bi men who just want a quick blowjob before running home to the wife. I also worship my own balls. Ok, they hang lower as I have aged, but they still maintain their “large, hen-like egg shape.” I love men.
Thanks for the insight. I hope we all continue to come into the light so it can be clearly seen that we are making an attempt to obey Christ’s command as we try to make sense of how to proceed. Knowing that the gates of Hell have not and never will destroy His love that is in all of us.
“This is my command, Love one another”.
Absurd isn’t it? That we are taught to disobey Christ at every turn. On every street. In every cathedral. In every back room.
Except in all places a blog created by an erotic massuese who loves to love men. Deeply. From the heart. LOL.
Jesus is God and God is Love.
Yet we have been taught that loving another man is the most evil thing we could possibly do.
Not only are we forbidden to love another man.
More importantly we are forbidden to love ourselves never mind accept another man’s love.
The net result is we have been taught to hate ourselves and other men. Repeatedly.
Any wonder that our children at such an early age don’t love themselves.
Jesus destroyed the myth of the material world that Paul and those who followed him continue to attempt to resurrect.
Paul’s unwitting opposition and resistence to Christ’s command was as a result of the same teaching Jesus destroyed.
Obviously Paul would struggle and never openly admit that he loved touching himself, touching and being touched by another man.
Perhaps had Paul followed Christ’s suggestion and made castration a prerequisite to become a clergyman things would be different.
That way none of us would think for a minute that a caretaker of a material kingdom has any expertise on how to love my or another man’s penis with appropriate affection.
Love,
Alan
I personally believe the writings of Paul, and also the stories of Jesus were altered by the church fathers, so they could put themselves in a position of power. Christ consciousness is within and the way is within. It is not in some character from a distant past. I believe the teachings of Jesus were pivotal. He taught unconditional love. This was a sea change in its time, and it is still a sea change to day.
Hi Tobey,
I agree. The kingdom of god is within each and every one of us.
I like John’s memoir of Jesus. John claimed to be the disciple Jesus loved. John’s statement that perfect love casts out all fear is epic.
A lovely thought, two men loving each other perfectly.
Great thoughts, sometimes I think about wether Jesus may have had sex together with his twelve friends or with Mary of Magdala or with other people. We do not know it but for me it is an imagination which make me feel closer to Jesus Christ.
“discretion is the better part of valor”