A wank with a Satanist

Hello Seb, I was brought up a catholic and i think that is where i get a lot of my “spiritual” beliefs from. Unlike many i love the “catholic” spirit but as i got older an more significantly as i became more aware of my sexuality my beliefs changed……to cut a long story short……i do like to consider my “spiritual” but not in the theoretical sense. For me spirituality is about connecting the following (which aren’t in any order of priority)

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1.  I believe in the power of masculinity.  I have lived with women but am gay. For me men only need men to survive (except for having children..lol)  I believe that men are superior in terms of their mental, physical, spiritual, emotional and sexual power.  For me it is these characteristics that define masculinity.
2.  Men gain energy and power when they are with other men.  I don’t know if you have noticed but even in a straight pub/bar the atmosphere is very different when it is men only.   By themselves even straight men will play act with each other.  HOWEVER, when a female enters the room (and it only takes one) the atmosphere is very different.
3.  Where there is TRUST between men there is development.  I am a strong believe and very respectful of trust, truth and respect.  These three characteristics are the hardest to build yet are the easiest to destroy.  Where they exist they enable men to experience fulfilment as it enable men to open their minds and to shine a light on the darkest corners of their mind.  I suppose in some ways it makes the impossible possible and enables the perversions to be seen as normal and healthy.
4.  Brotherhood.  I believe we can all learn from and support each other.  I don’t have any brothers so don’t know what it is like to have a natural brother.  However, i appreciate the bonds of support and development that exists between men. I can only fantasise about what that energy is between supportive brothers. I do believe that laws should always be abided by and also believe that where men are consenting and give themselves freely is the best state. I know my beliefs are not mainstream and don’t really fit into any ‘institutionalised’ religion. I have searched and tried a few different religions most of which are Christian. I have recently spoken to a Satanist who did excite and inspire me but i think he was after a wank. I’m not sure if you understand my feelings but I do want to thank you for the opportunity to express them. All the best Mark

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Mark, powerful stuff. A wank with a Satanist, now that sounds like fun. Would it be ok to publish this on one of my websites. I was also brought up as a catholic, and althouth i was never really connected to the instution of it, I think it embedded in me about being a good man, just like Jesus. For me my masculinity is my spirituality. I hope at some stage you might get down to London for one of our meetups. It would be great to get something going in Manchester as well. Dont know if you know the poet Rumi (a 13th-century Persian Muslim poet, jurist, theologian, and Sufi mystic), this is one of his poems.

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The core of masculinity does not derive from being male, nor from the friendliness of those who console Your old grandmother says, “Maybe you shouldn’t go to school.  You look a little pale.” Run when you hear that A father’s stern slaps are better Your bodily soul wants comforting The severe father wants spiritual clarity He scolds, but eventually leads you into the open Pray for a tough instructor to hear and act and stay within you -Rumi

Keep in touch, a big hug, seb cox

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Bless Me Father!

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Catholic Wanking

Growing up as a young man in a lower working-class Roman Catholic Irish family in the 1960’s despite being constantly reminded that touching myself down there was a a “GRAVE MORAL DISORDER”, I began my journey of hand to penis relationship.

I can very clearly remember even when having a piss, I would smile to myself and give “MY MICKEY” a little massage, and enjoy every second of what has become a lifetime ritual. I was absolutely fascinated by touching my cock. Sometimes just to dream, other times to pound it as quickly as I could to allow myself to cumm. I didn’t always have to be erect I just found a great comfort, a permission to dream, a desire to fantasise, a feeling of joy and holiness, in simply holding my cock. It was a bit like being in a completely different world, where I could just be by myself and enjoy myself. As I got older and noticed that my cock was getting bigger, I felt a great sense of being a man, of being masculine. Fuck all those taboos that have been inflicted upon us, about touching ourselves, playing with ourselves or simply pleasuring our bodies. Give your self permission to love your cock, then when you walk in the street you will glow with a very different energy. Walk down any high street tomorrow.

Study men, you can tell who is and who is not in love with their cocks. They have a certain presence about them and in the way they radiate.

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Harry Shishna

dragon-cock___i-mean-tattooJust like Noah, Harry Shishna, is s foolish project. Origin of the word HARRY, Middle English from Old English, cognates: Old English here, army, Old Norse herr “crowd, great number; army, troop, Greek koiranos ruler, First Known Use: before 12th century. Despite what you will read in so many places the word lingam represents the formless power of this universe. The Sanskrit word for penis or phallus, however is Shishna. And, the plural of shishna, is shish, Let yourself be silently drawn by the stronger pull of what you really love. Growing up as a young man in a lower working-class Roman Catholic Irish family in the 1960’s despite being constantly reminded that touching myself down there was a a “GRAVE MORAL DISORDER”, I began my journey of hand to penis relationship. I can very clearly remember even when having a piss, I would smile to myself and give “MY MICKEY” a little massage, and enjoy every second of what has become a lifetime ritual. I was absolutely fascinated by touching my cock.

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Sometimes just to dream, other times to pound it as quickly as I could to allow myself to cumm. I didn’t always have to be erect I just found a great comfort, a permission to dream, a desire to fantasise, a feeling of joy and holiness, in simply holding my cock. It was a bit like being in a completely different world, where I could just be by myself and enjoy myself. As I got older and noticed that my cock was getting bigger, I felt a great sense of being a man, of being masculine. Fuck all those taboos that have been inflicted upon us, about touching ourselves, playing with ourselves or simply pleasuring our bodies. Give your self permission to love your cock, then when you walk in the street you will glow with a very different energy. Walk down any high street tomorrow. Study men, you can tell who is and who is not in love with their cocks. They have a certain presence about them and in the way they radiate.

Recommended Further Reading : IS LINGAM A REPRESENTATION OF SEXUAL ORGANS ?

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Religious Wankers

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catholic priesthood in the late sixties

When I was studying for the catholic priesthood in the U.S.back in the late sixties, I used to get really shocked when I’d have to take catholic priests up to their private rooms. I’d find them usually on a Saturday morning or a Sunday drunk and passed out, with cum smeared all over their black catholic priestly vests, or on their black pants. Usually they were so drunk that they had no time to put thier “unemployed” cock back into their undies, and worst of all, didn’t have the nerve to zip up their troussers. It was outrageous and disgusting for me who wanted very badly to become a catholic priest like my teachers in the near future. Oh, poor catholic priests with their sexual lives hidden from most of all the faithful eyes! They try so hard to hide their repressed sexuality from the believers, and their Pope, the one that was a Nazi, continues to deny to them sexual freedom, especially permission to get married like all Jesus’ apostles were. It is so weired! So, when I left the seminary, I said to myself that I’d try to live my sexual life, get married, but also preach the gospel, like Protestants and Messianics do. I left because I didn’t want to end up sexually frustrated, getting drunk on weekends, and jacking off with no shame at all! The congregation I used to belong to has gone from almost 10,000 members in the 60′s to less than half. What’s going on with those catholics! But guess what?

Once I entered into the Protestant congregations, I found that almost half of the pastors are living in adultery! What a shame! Where is the gospel for them! They are all a bunch of damned liars. So, once I was out I started to follow my instincts, and just wank myself out, when there was no “lady” around. When there were whores available I’d fuck them till there were no more “petite morts”. So, from age 28 on until I got married, I slept with all kinds of whores, or lovers, especially since I used to live in a beach resort. I fornicated till exhaustion! I jerked off till there was no more pre-cum, and cumming for me! This went on day and night during almost four years. Of course, I fucked French, Italian and U.S. women, and whores at least two times a week. I used to wank away almost three times a day, and I used to be half drunk most of the time! What a “fucking” life, let me tell you! But once I got married, I slowed down my debauchery life. My sexual life with my wife was really kinky, and now that I sit back and roll back my life, I can say that it was worth having left those “half-men” up there in the U.S. I feel sorry for them and also for their nuns, Such frustration! Although I know that most priests still wank away, get laid, have lovers, or have become gays. I’m getting old now, and my sexlife is reduced only to wanking away at least three times a week. I still have boners every day, and of course, your page surely helps me out to get it up, sir! Thank you! xantri

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I have to do this everyday: I am senior bear and if you had told me when I was a kid, that I would one day March in a Gay Pride parade, I wouldn’t have been able to get my mind around it. Brought up in the twisted world of Fifties wacko Irish-American Catholicism, I … Read moresenior bear

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