A wank with a Satanist

Hello Seb, I was brought up a catholic and i think that is where i get a lot of my “spiritual” beliefs from. Unlike many i love the “catholic” spirit but as i got older an more significantly as i became more aware of my sexuality my beliefs changed……to cut a long story short……i do like to consider my “spiritual” but not in the theoretical sense. For me spirituality is about connecting the following (which aren’t in any order of priority)

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1.  I believe in the power of masculinity.  I have lived with women but am gay. For me men only need men to survive (except for having children..lol)  I believe that men are superior in terms of their mental, physical, spiritual, emotional and sexual power.  For me it is these characteristics that define masculinity.
2.  Men gain energy and power when they are with other men.  I don’t know if you have noticed but even in a straight pub/bar the atmosphere is very different when it is men only.   By themselves even straight men will play act with each other.  HOWEVER, when a female enters the room (and it only takes one) the atmosphere is very different.
3.  Where there is TRUST between men there is development.  I am a strong believe and very respectful of trust, truth and respect.  These three characteristics are the hardest to build yet are the easiest to destroy.  Where they exist they enable men to experience fulfilment as it enable men to open their minds and to shine a light on the darkest corners of their mind.  I suppose in some ways it makes the impossible possible and enables the perversions to be seen as normal and healthy.
4.  Brotherhood.  I believe we can all learn from and support each other.  I don’t have any brothers so don’t know what it is like to have a natural brother.  However, i appreciate the bonds of support and development that exists between men. I can only fantasise about what that energy is between supportive brothers. I do believe that laws should always be abided by and also believe that where men are consenting and give themselves freely is the best state. I know my beliefs are not mainstream and don’t really fit into any ‘institutionalised’ religion. I have searched and tried a few different religions most of which are Christian. I have recently spoken to a Satanist who did excite and inspire me but i think he was after a wank. I’m not sure if you understand my feelings but I do want to thank you for the opportunity to express them. All the best Mark

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Mark, powerful stuff. A wank with a Satanist, now that sounds like fun. Would it be ok to publish this on one of my websites. I was also brought up as a catholic, and althouth i was never really connected to the instution of it, I think it embedded in me about being a good man, just like Jesus. For me my masculinity is my spirituality. I hope at some stage you might get down to London for one of our meetups. It would be great to get something going in Manchester as well. Dont know if you know the poet Rumi (a 13th-century Persian Muslim poet, jurist, theologian, and Sufi mystic), this is one of his poems.

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The core of masculinity does not derive from being male, nor from the friendliness of those who console Your old grandmother says, “Maybe you shouldn’t go to school.  You look a little pale.” Run when you hear that A father’s stern slaps are better Your bodily soul wants comforting The severe father wants spiritual clarity He scolds, but eventually leads you into the open Pray for a tough instructor to hear and act and stay within you -Rumi

Keep in touch, a big hug, seb cox

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Revolutionize My Sexuality

Maybe it’s more than just a coincidence that I found your website when it seems it may lead me to find what I’ve been searching for, someone to revolutionize my sexuality, and sex life.  I have always believed that through sex I could experience a spiritual high that would touch, stroke my soul. You wrote … Read moreRevolutionize My Sexuality

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It does not matter one fucking iota, whether your gay, bi or str8. The only thing that really matters in this life is that your able to stand up, pull your pants down as a celebration of masculinity and shout, very very very loudly…

I am a good man, I am a fucking good man. I haven’t got a bad bone in my body i have no malice, no bad ideas. i only want to  do, to say, to be, to radiate, to celebrate all that is fucking “me”.

As good men we must present ourselves and our orgasms to the universe as both sexual and spiritual.

At the same time we must remain conscious that our spirituality expands and will one day make contact with the entire universe. While our sexual self is limited, our spiritual capacity is utterly vast. Sexually we reach only a few people, while our feelings and especially our thoughts(spirituality) are capable of reaching all. Connecting our spiritual and sexual thoughts is far more powerful and embraces infinitely more, it is also more subtle and has greater possibilities, allowing us to do dream any dream that we want.

One day, however, after numerous incarnations and immense spiritual work, our spiritual will activate our sexual instantaneously.

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Well, I have known about your site for a long while now and just wanted to thank you. I first found it when I was just starting to discover my sexuality, and it helped substantially. There are boundless amounts of information here that have guided me on my way to the fruition of my true self. I just recently had an experience with a good friend, whom I now cannot get off my mind.

For a little background, I am in the military, there is always a lot of joking about homosexuality in the military especially amongst the younger guys. Which as you can imagine is rather difficult for someone(myself)that actually lusts towards these men. One man in particular (Mike) really caught my attention. He was perfect; fit, great smile, wonderful eyes, and a personality to die for. I first noticed that there may have been similar feelings from his direction at a field training exercise where he just seemed to always be following me around. We would stand next to each other in formations, always eat together, and our cots were near each other in the tent. When I say near, I mean next to. It just so happened that our two cots were at the far end in the back where they had to be pushed together to fit inside. As the week went on I started hinting more and more at the fact that my joking was a lot more serious, and then I finally told him. I looked him straight in the eyes and told him that I found him attractive.

He responded with the same. That night we both stayed up talking. We waited until all the other soldiers had fallen asleep, and that’s when it happened. I reached over the tiny gap between our cots and started to rub his chest and stomach. Slowly caressing his body with my finger tips, he started to twitch and moan a little. It was really hot, being in a tent full of people with the risk of getting caught. After I got comfortable with his body I started to move closer and closer to his dick, slipping my finger tips into his boxers with every sweep across his abs. I leaned over and blew in his ear then bit  it a little. He looked at me with wide eyes, almost like he was afraid of what he had gotten himself into. Then we kissed, it was passionate and intense, it sent chills down my whole body and immediately got me hard. No kiss in my life has ever been that intense. We pulled down one another’s shorts and started to rub each other’s rock hard dicks quietly moaning and whispering to each other. shortly after that I went down on him right there in the tent, with 18 other people sound asleep. He nearly screamed with pleasure but used his sleeping bag to muffle the noise. He filled my mouth with his load, cumming so violently that it sprayed out the side of my mouth. It was amazing and he immediately returned the favor. We both woke up tired but it was worth it Nick

The SWANKING Gallery

“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.” ― Jalaluddin Rumi


When I am hardest, I like to take a finger and my thumb at the base of my penis and bring them to the tip to get the first few drops of precum. After that, the precum flows nicely. I love to play with my precum. When there is plenty, I rub my urethra very gently. I tense up like I’m gonna cumm, but I can’t. I do this over and over and play with the precum. Eventually, I just get tired of waiting for the orgasm and adjust my stroke til I cum. But I never go fast like so many guys. I never understand why guys move their hands up and down so fast. I’ve tried it and I have no feeling left. Slow lets me feel everything. I can concentrate on the strong feelings. I can think about my toes curling. I feel the muscles tighten in my groin. I can actually feel the cum starting to move through my body before I have that cross-over feeling and point of no return (Slow Lover)

Your Masculinity Lies In Your Balls

As the man says your masculinity lies in your balls, and the best way to exercise your masculinity is to dance….”When I dance my body vibrates. When my body vibrates I come to feel and experience it. When my balls hang and vibrates…I feel all that is a man, and I allow my dance to carry me through whatever expression that is purely masculine and I watch it, I love it and I use it as I go about my day”.

If i was inside you

I could form a garden from the wind Make it stay for your enjoyment Then turn it back again If I were inside you If I were inside you I would not move It seems so slow But you would move I know Heaven and Earth You would be the gate And they would be … Read moreIf i was inside you

Adorabear

In male gay culture, a bear is often a larger, hairier man who projects an image of rugged masculinity. Bears are one of many LGBT communities with events, codes, and a culture-specific identity. However, in San Francisco in the 70s any hairy man of whatever shape was referred to as a ‘bear’ until the term … Read moreAdorabear

Naked Old Almighty

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God looked around
on all that He had made.
He looked at His sun,
And He looked at His moon,
And He looked at His little stars;
He looked on His world
With all its living things,
And God said, “I’m lonely still.”

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Then God sat down
On the side of a hill where He could think;
By a deep, wide river He sat down;
With His head in His hands,
God thought and thought,
Till He thought, ”

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Up from the bed of the river
God scooped the clay;
And by the bank of the river
He kneeled Him down;
And there the great God Almighty
Who lit the sun and fixed it in the sky,
Who flung the stars to the most far corner of the night,
Who rounded the earth in the middle of His hand;
This Great God,

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Like a mammy bending over her baby,
Kneeled down in the dust
Toiling over a lump of clay
Till He shaped it in His own image;
Then into it He blew the breath of life,
And man became a living soul.
Amen. A-men.

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From The Creation ; James Weldon Johnson (1871–1938)

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I have to do this everyday: I am senior bear and if you had told me when I was a kid, that I would one day March in a Gay Pride parade, I wouldn’t have been able to get my mind around it. Brought up in the twisted world of Fifties wacko Irish-American Catholicism, I … Read moresenior bear

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