Being gay is a blessing. God has created many of us as gay, and all that God creates is beautiful. I would suggest you first come to accept that within yourself. Give yourself time. I would suggest that honesty really is best.
Thank God for making you special. Never be ashamed of yourself, for you are beautifully made. Unfortunately some people have decided that since gay people are different, what they do is wrong. Hardly. God knows what he is doing better than people. Learn to celebrate and embrace who you really are. I hope you find support–maybe call a local gay support center that can give you some guidance, or a trusted friend.
Everything will be alright. Trust that God in his wisdom knew what he was doing when he created us beautiful gay people. I hope all the best for you. John
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