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I am a 54 year old male artist. I have been looking for someone to help me realize my interests in what I call ritual cock worship for a long time. I have always been interested in sex as a ritualized expression of worship. Over the years I have met some people who are like minded, but I can’t say I have ever been comfortable with anyone else’s creativity, imagination, or interests in sex worship enough to let myself open up and tell all, and experience as much as I feel I need and want to. After reading as much of your site as I think exists I am amazed to find how many different things you mention that I seek and make strong connection to…for example…my first impulse even when I was young regarding another man  was in worshipping  cock physically, symbolically etc… therefore I have always believed in totally focusing on his organ and in developing a sense of sexual pleasure in myself that did not center in my cock, but in my whole body, especially my nipples, my mouth and throat and my anus etc, so that I didn’t get into masturbating myself while cock worshipping…or focusing on my orgasm etc…in fact….i taught myself to create a separate sense of what an orgasm is for a cockworshipper…etc…

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A few years ago I started realizing that there is some kind of anal orgasm that is very different that an ejacualation…and that can have a sense of approximation to pussy orgasms…and i guess that is when I suddenly began to feel the desire to worship pussy as well as cock, and to service a woman completely until she has completed her need to orgasm…and i suppose that it wouldn’t suprise you that somewhere along that line the idea of experiencing a complete anal orgasm in the presence of a woman, particularly without penile arousal made me begin to question if anyone else on the planet would get this. Anon

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